we are truly connected

kennedi has been sick for a couple days. she had a pretty high fever, coughing up flem, sneezing, stuffy nose, it was really sad.
i feel like she was manifesting what I was feeling on the inside. i was angry, stuffed up, puffed up, needing air, couldn't breathe. i felt like i could deal with kennedi and my family by myself without the Lord, completely offended with His leadership.
We had a couple rough evenings with kennedi specifically getting her to fall asleep at bedtime. a good friend of mine told me that if you repent of anger out loud and speak acceptance over kennedi and tell her she's loved in front of her so her ears can hear it, she may calm and go to sleep. i did it the next morning and she's been speedily getting better physically and my soul is definitely less tense. i submitted myself and kennedi to the Lord again and confessed my anger and repented and asked forgiveness from kennedi too for not displaying Jesus well to her and taking my emotions out on her even if she never knew.
i felt better, she seemed happier and she's doing much better.
so all that to say, my baby is very sensitive to the Spirit already. I love that. it also makes me line up with the Spirit way easier if I know it affects her. praise the Lord wisdom and might is His.